Beloved

Death has spent a millennium alone, carrying souls into an afterlife of their choosing. He wished for an existence of happiness. After a while, it became an existence that numbed him. He no longer wished for happiness.

However, one particular soul, who is supposed to die, makes him go against everything he’s existed for. Instead of guiding her soul to the afterlife, he saves her. The universe doesn’t like his behavior one bit, and despite all the good work he has done for it, it punishes him, threatening deterioration.

And he wonders if it was all worth it.

Trigger Warnings

A main character in this book is a personified version of Death, which means there are some mentions of different types of death. This list includes brief mention sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS), car accidents, child death, elderly death, pet death, getting robbed/mugged, getting shot, and small mention of suicide. Other triggering concepts include grief, car accidents (descriptive, non-death related in chapter 1), blood, PTSD, flashbacks to a 911 call, and fatphobia with mentions of diet culture and other discussions of fatphobia related trauma. Other warnings include several time skips and explicit sexual content. This sexual content includes detailed vaginal and oral sex, ass play, mutual masturbation, phone sex, unprotected sex, and solo masturbation.

Please read with caution.